Things Have Changed
It is exactly three months into age 36 for me, and to mark the drastic changes currently going on with my life, I decided to set up my third blog here (my first on WordPress) as a continuation to the sharing of my life’s journey. It has been almost a year since I published anything meaningful online, and in this period I have been through crazy, incredible and mind-boggling situations. It would not be possible to express all of that in one post, so I would share about the experiences in subsequent posts, on how I manage my life now as I reboot it after removing myself from the insane fallacy of alcoholic people by resigning from pub duty a few days ago, and starting anew with job interviews wishing for a new career to fight for a better future.
In The Meantime
I no longer support the lesbian, gay and bisexual movement. I expected that nothing would change even though I had spoken vocally on their failures, and more than a year later, I am right. It is really a waste of my time speaking up for such. So I shall only pursue my passion to inform and educate the public as much as I can about Harry Benjamin Syndrome (HBS) or Transsexualism (known as an extreme form of Gender Identity Disorder (GID)), a medical condition that inflicts 1 of 1,450 people (some estimates narrowed it down to 1 of 500) with severe emotional distress along with being subjected to bullying of all forms especially for gender non-conforming youths (which shall often be talked about on this blog), as an advocate for transsexual female rights.
Along with fellow writer Alicia Izharuddin, both of us were recently removed as editor and contributor of Kakak Killjoy respectively (I was taken out without notice), and I found out my articles were deleted from the webzine in the process. I prefer to keep silent on the circumstances leading to our ejection from the writers’ seats. I also kept my distance from Tilted World due to backlash after I came out against Seksualiti Merdeka and PT Foundation for leading the LGBT population to what I believe has to be a very wrong direction with heavy popularity politics as I repudiate the misrepresentation of information regarding transsexual females.
I am still freelancing as a writer, therefore if there are opportunities to explore further projects and if time may allow me to do so, I do not mind partaking in some work. Along with the fact that I have become less angry a person than I used to be, other than having placed myself back into the relationship market with hopes of that special someone, I am the same colourfully crazy bitch that a lot of people used to know. However, I have decisively tone down a lot in my life, perhaps due to age, but most of all I realized I have not taken much steps in realizing my dreams, as such I do prefer to prioritize on a career.
To all, welcome to a life that is like a snowfall in autumn; thank you for reading my blog.